Ice War

gliding across the battlefield
      days after the storm
wonder struck, stunned, dazed by
      crystalline skeletons
twisted, poised, advancing armies
      frozen still, breath taken
waiting for the signal, waiting for the light
      waiting to breathe again

Visitations

Richard Van Camp Tells Spirit Stories

                            ~November 6, 2013~

                  feel so full

     so full of stories

        stories of the dearly departed

  returning for a visit

                                      to warn

                               to guide

     to play fun tricks on the living

                  feel so full

     so full of stories

         stories of flesh and blood

 longing for the visits to never end

        praying

             hoping

                             for safe returns        

                   feel so full

     so full of stories

         stories of soul thievery                                

                  for every life taken

   two stars

         shine ever so brightly

               again  

                    feel so full

                so full of stories

    stories   of   skin   ache   burning

                   glow worms

                       in heat

                       sighing

             heaving     murmurs

                 under a falling

                 star blanket sky

Film Review | Seijun Suzuki's Tokyo Drifter (1966)

A review of Seijun Suzuki's Tokyo Drifer I wrote for Schema Magazine for a TIFF retrospective of classic Japanese cinema.  Since the blog post on Schema is much prettier and has lots of pictures, I'm only including the link.

Film Review | Hiroshi Teshigahara's Woman in the Dunes (1964)

A review of Hiroshi's Teshigahara's Woman in the Dunes I wrote for Schema Magazine for a TIFF retrospective of classic Japanese cinema.  Since the blog post on Schema is much prettier and has lots of pictures, I'm only including the link.  

Book Review | Madeleine Thien's Dogs at the Perimeter

A book review of Madeleine Thien's Dogs at the Perimeter I wrote for Schema Magazine (for the blog post, click on this link):


I've been a fan of Madeleine Thien ever since I read her short story collection Simple Recipes that was published a decade ago. I've always remembered her style of writing to be on the sparser side of the spectrum, and now having read her third book of fiction, Dogs at the Perimeter, I'm beginning to realize that this may be a strategy on her part, a way of packing in the greatest amount of pain that a reader can absorb from the page.

Thien's fourth attempt, Dogs at the Perimeter, is a first in Asian Canadian letters. To the best of my knowledge, there hasn't been a novel written on the Cambodian refugee experience in Canada. Though I suppose Kim Echlin did publish The Disappeared some years back, but from what I understand, Echlin's novel privileges the perspective of a Euro-Canadian protagonist.

Adopted by a Euro-Canadian couple as a child, the main character in Thien's novel, Janie, is the only surviving Cambodian refugee in her family. Despite having everyone and everything she once knew and loved in Phnom Penh taken away from her by the Khmer Rouge, she manages to adjust, growing up and making a good life for herself as a neurological scientist in current day Montreal. But when we're introduced to Janie, we get a sense that her world is falling apart. Much like her patients who have lost certain memories and body functioning and skills due to brain damage, Janie can barely hold onto the present moment. Unlike Janie's patients, however, her brain is still intact.

What triggers the dissolution of her world is the sudden disappearance of her close friend and colleague, Dr. Hiroji Matsui. With no explanation whatsoever, Hiroji walks out of the brain research centre and never comes back. But what leaves Janie reeling is more the reason for his vanishing act than his actual disappearance: just before he disappears, Hiroji was looking into the national archives in Cambodia for information on his long lost brother, James, who had been taken captive as a Red Cross volunteer by the Khmer Rouge some 40 years back. On the heels of Hiroji's unexplained absence, it is his search that floods Janie's world with her childhood recollections of the past, a past that has always haunted her, a past that she had managed to let go until now.

I love that about this novel. Though we are given the story of how a US proxy war and resulting civil war and genocide forever impacted the lives of Cambodian families like Janie's, we are also given a glimpse into how this history touched the lives of another family who had already fled their homeland once due to another imperial conflict, namely the US bombing of Nagasaki and Hiroshima that put a devastating end to the Pacific War. Thien's novel suggests that we are all profoundly connected to one another. What brings us together is the haunting memory and experience of war, loss, displacement, and emotional upheaval.